Our Hell (Oh how it can be a thrilling ride)

Do you know...
What the hell I've been through?
Do you care...
About me or just you?
Did you die that night?
Or are you still killing yourself?
Cut your wrists hang from a fan
Because you're making this my hell

Because you are so damn beautiful
But you live life like you're gullible
You live life like a dream
Or my reality in the making
Am I making you sick?
Do your insides burn?
Would you just admit...
You were wrong
all those years ago

Did you discover...
We are all just slowly dying?
We tried not too once
At least we're fucking trying
Your God's a myth
We are all just cynical
We should kill ourselves
Because you're making this my hell

We must all learn somethings
That we don't want to
Break through some bridges
That we don't want to break through
We must all face...
Our own evil
Jump through our hoops of fire
And embrace our own hell

Because you are so damn beautiful
But you live life like you're gullible
You live life like a dream
Or my reality in the making
Am I making you sick?
Do your insides burn?
Would you just admit...
You were wrong
all those years ago

Have you found out...
That none of this is real?
None of use really...
Know what the hell to feel?
That cigarettes...
Are all that keeps me well
Smoke 'em if you got 'em
Because you're making this my hell

Because you are so damn beautiful
But you live life like you're gullible
You live life like a dream
Or my reality in the making
Am I making you sick?
Do your insides burn?
Would you just admit...
You were wrong
all those years ago