Gone But Not Forgotten

Death reminds me of war,
Each day having to be strong,
Living without you,
In the battlefield,
of the school hallways,
Going home to memories of you,
Wanting to cry
Tears being like blood.
Trying to hold them back,
but they still run down my face.
I don't know how I make it each day without you
Each day seems to be harder and harder
And I gotta take it one day at a time

I hardly knew you,
But they said I should care less,
But I dont want to hear it, I dont want to listen,
Not anymore,
Its hard enough just thinking about you,
Its bad enough living without a single thing to remember you by,
And they said I should care less...
Its not your fault, but I'm sick of feeling like its mine,
All the time, your face appears before me, and I never know what to say...

Every time I start to think of you in some way, all I want to do is cry,
Every time someone starts to talk about you I want to know more,
But as soon a I walk in the room they stop talking.
Why?
Why is there so many secrets about you?
Was there something you didn't want me to know.
Every time I want to pick up the phone and call you, I know I can't
Because I know it won't be you on the other side of the line.
They say I should care less, But I'm not going to

I'm sick of being afraid,
Its gotten me nowhere but stuck in a cage,
You would have showed me better, if you could,
I'm sick of being ignorant to everything you could have taught me,
You would've never let me forget...
To think I could have spent my entire life with you,
All the things I am afraid of now would have disappeared,
You have to stop being so shy,
Just take me out of here,
Lets just get away from here,

They say I should care less! But why?
They say I should care less! But I wont,
They say I should care less but no longer will I listen!