Kinda Sickening
Sitting on my bed
Reading a book
I hear a peculiar noise outside
I go outside to have a look
I creaked open the door
Nothing did I see
But something did feel strange
Was someone watching me?
Not so keen to explore
I went on back inside
Although that weird noise…
By which circumstances did it abide?
Picked back up my novel
Back in my own little world
But once again, I was distracted
When a folder fell from my shelf
“Who are you?”
Is something wrong with me?
I continued to cry, scream and shout
I begged, “Go away, oh, please!”
I hear footsteps getting closer
My heart getting louder with every beat
When someone burst through my door
But not a ‘someone’ from the street
I was shocked; I did not dare move
He stepped up ‘till he reached my bed
And with a low, haunting voice, the words,
“Remember what I said?”
He climbed up on top of me
Still I dare not speak
But then I realised that
This may be my only chance to flee
I kicked and I punched
I pulled his hair
This did not scare him one bit
He did not pause, he did not stare
I was hopeless; not a thing I could do
“Want your surprise now?” He laughed, unzipping his jeans
Too late, he stuck it in
I felt my insides begin to scream
“Suck me off, bitch.”
“Come on, do it now.”
I squeezed my eyes tight and tried not to give in
“I don’t have all night, you cow!”
He pressured me, he persuaded me
He made it clear he expected me to please
I tried to break free; no such luck
He had me on my knees
I sucked and I spat
I choked and I gagged
I tried to get him to give in and stop
Hence my effort, all I got was a painful slap
He pinned me to the ground
Planning to continue his dirty work
“Are you gonna stop?” I stammered
He gave me a cheeky smirk
He let out a pleasured snort
As blood trickled down my leg
Though out of all this pain I was feeling
Still I dare not beg
After a while
He decided to stop
“Don’t tell a soul,” He warned in his usual voice
“Especially not the cops.”
He zipped up his pants
I watched hoplessly as he walked out the door
I tried to stand up slowly
But only fell to the floor
Through day and night
I remember this pain
It makes me feel as if
Not even a single friend have I gained
Reading a book
I hear a peculiar noise outside
I go outside to have a look
I creaked open the door
Nothing did I see
But something did feel strange
Was someone watching me?
Not so keen to explore
I went on back inside
Although that weird noise…
By which circumstances did it abide?
Picked back up my novel
Back in my own little world
But once again, I was distracted
When a folder fell from my shelf
“Who are you?”
Is something wrong with me?
I continued to cry, scream and shout
I begged, “Go away, oh, please!”
I hear footsteps getting closer
My heart getting louder with every beat
When someone burst through my door
But not a ‘someone’ from the street
I was shocked; I did not dare move
He stepped up ‘till he reached my bed
And with a low, haunting voice, the words,
“Remember what I said?”
He climbed up on top of me
Still I dare not speak
But then I realised that
This may be my only chance to flee
I kicked and I punched
I pulled his hair
This did not scare him one bit
He did not pause, he did not stare
I was hopeless; not a thing I could do
“Want your surprise now?” He laughed, unzipping his jeans
Too late, he stuck it in
I felt my insides begin to scream
“Suck me off, bitch.”
“Come on, do it now.”
I squeezed my eyes tight and tried not to give in
“I don’t have all night, you cow!”
He pressured me, he persuaded me
He made it clear he expected me to please
I tried to break free; no such luck
He had me on my knees
I sucked and I spat
I choked and I gagged
I tried to get him to give in and stop
Hence my effort, all I got was a painful slap
He pinned me to the ground
Planning to continue his dirty work
“Are you gonna stop?” I stammered
He gave me a cheeky smirk
He let out a pleasured snort
As blood trickled down my leg
Though out of all this pain I was feeling
Still I dare not beg
After a while
He decided to stop
“Don’t tell a soul,” He warned in his usual voice
“Especially not the cops.”
He zipped up his pants
I watched hoplessly as he walked out the door
I tried to stand up slowly
But only fell to the floor
Through day and night
I remember this pain
It makes me feel as if
Not even a single friend have I gained