Am I a Ghost?

It seems like I can’t help myself
I'm always thinking about how it was back then
Back when we were all laughing as a group of friends
You were funny, you were mean
And no one ever dreamed of this happening

It was me, I was wrong
And to you, I don't exist anymore
Am I a ghost? My presence goes unacknowledged
I didn’t understand, didn’t know what to do
For a while, back then, I was in love with you.

I don’t know what to say. I don’t know what to think.
What more can I do now?
I apologized, there was no response,
and nothing changed.
I just wish that we could start all over again.
I’m on my knees, begging for you to see,
I’m alone, please come back, please come back

It's 4 AM, I'm up, gasping for breath again.
All those tears, all that pain
Can't believe that I'm here, dreaming bout you again
But in my dreams, my wishes come true
You're something to me, I'm something to you

I don’t know what to say. I don’t know what to think.
What more can I do now?
I apologized, there was no response, and nothing changed.
I just wish that we could start over again.
I’m on my knees, begging for you to see,
I’m alone, please come back, please come back

I don’t know if you were worth all that.
But I don’t wanna let this go.
I listen to you every day with my friends as I try not to laugh.
Maybe I should disappear back into my dreams

I said what I thought. I did what I could.
Tell me, how can I fix this?
I apologized once, twice, thrice, nothing changed.
I just wish that we could start over again.
I’m on my knees, begging for you to see,
I’m alone, please come back, please come back

We were all laughing as a group of friends
You were funny, you were mean
And no one ever dreamed of this happening