My Skeloton

I let him lay me down, I said that was ok.
I enjoyed it and I pulled him closer to me.
I took the test, it was me who harvested this secret.
I took the drive, I waited there in silence.
I signed the paper, it was me who said to take him was ok.
They gave me medication...then I laid down on the table.
I said that it was ok.
At 4 months....I said it was ok.
I was left not able to look at myself in the mirror.
I feel the hate for myself everyday.
I said that it was ok, i let him, I held the secret, I waited, it was me...and Im sorry that I ever said it was ok.