Forgive Me Mommy...Please?
Life is nothing to these eyes of mine.
Love is just our imagination.
Everybody always says “I’m okay”.
When we all know they’re lying.
When I go I don’t want people crying.
I want to be remembered.
Not for my wild and stubborn behavior.
I just don’t want to be forgotten.
People will spend time trying to forget.
Please I don’t want that, I want to be remembered.
Tell my mommy I’m so very sorry I almost hit her.
Tell her I’m sorry I never said “I love you “to her.
Tell her I’m so fucking sorry for cutting.
I’m sorry mommy, just please forgive me.
When I think back I realize something.
I was never good. I was evil.
Let me take the time to say something truly meant sincere.
I’m sorry… I’m too sorry for words to say.
All I want is forgiveness from you mommy.
All I want is your love.
All I want is to make you proud.
Did I ever make you proud?
Have I earned my forgiveness?
Can I call you my best friend?
Mommy can you do something for me?
Forgive me please.
Love is just our imagination.
Everybody always says “I’m okay”.
When we all know they’re lying.
When I go I don’t want people crying.
I want to be remembered.
Not for my wild and stubborn behavior.
I just don’t want to be forgotten.
People will spend time trying to forget.
Please I don’t want that, I want to be remembered.
Tell my mommy I’m so very sorry I almost hit her.
Tell her I’m sorry I never said “I love you “to her.
Tell her I’m so fucking sorry for cutting.
I’m sorry mommy, just please forgive me.
When I think back I realize something.
I was never good. I was evil.
Let me take the time to say something truly meant sincere.
I’m sorry… I’m too sorry for words to say.
All I want is forgiveness from you mommy.
All I want is your love.
All I want is to make you proud.
Did I ever make you proud?
Have I earned my forgiveness?
Can I call you my best friend?
Mommy can you do something for me?
Forgive me please.
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I wish she would forgive me. She says I can never get my forgiveness. Yet I still want to get it.