I'm Okay (I'm Lying)

I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of caring
People ask me if I'm alright.
NO! I'M NOT!

Music; Turned up all the way.
Tears streaming from my eyes.
The scars on my wrists.

I say I'm okay
I say I don't need you.

I'm lying.
I'm dying.

I'm sorry it felt like no one understood.
I'm sorry you felt like the way you did.
I'm sorry no one could help you.
I'm sorry it drove you to suicide.
I'm sorry I blamed myself.

But the truth is;

I don't think I could live without you.