Is this friendship?

Just as long as you need me i'm important to you

what I think, feel and want, it doesn't interest you.

no matter what I do

one thing you never do: you don't listening to me

All my time, my energy I put into you

but even that doesn't interest you probably.

I sit here and think,

even at night, lying awake for hours.

Consider what you think and what you do

whether you cry, scream or laugh.

Whether you think for one second about me,

if you ask me, I don't believe it.

You break me, but I don't come away from you,

I don't run away, stay only here.

Waiting for your call, that you ask me,

waiting for you and what you say.

Jump up and run off,

Happy to see you, God, what is this?

I don't love you, I know that too well.

But what it is, it costs me all my courage.

I'll never say this to you, cause I have no strange

will it again bear alone, this heavy burden.

I don't wanna write, I don't wanna think

Get my thoughts in another direction.

no matter what I write, say or do for you

it is a waist of time because it doesn't interest you

I love you not, but I need you

and I tell you one day you need me too.