Longing for You (Part Three)

The days are lonely
Longer
Colder
Stranger
Without you, there’s no point
Why do I still long for you?
Stupid
Idiotic
Jerky
Ugly you
But, truthfully, you’re not any of that shit
I wish you were instead of being loving
Smart
Special
Amazing you
It would be easier to not long for you
Easier to get you out of my head
To get your voice out of my head
You’re addicting to think about
Like my own deadly drug
It’s easy to take you
But hard to stop
I still don’t understand why on earth you left me
What the hell did I do to you?
Expect loving you
Caring for you
Protecting you
For what was the point?
Why do I still long for you?
Why do I still think I know you?
You little devil.