This Feeling of Uselessness

This feeling,
It haunts me
I have become
Useless.

She claims that she wants to be loved.
I give her all that I can...
It just is not enough...
All I wanted was to be her friend..
Somebody who will always be there..

I was nothing...
Could do nothing..
Was dead to her...
I gave her my love..
I gave her my Heart..
It meant nothing to her...

I am drunk...
I am cut...
The blood flows quick...
My throats burns raw...
The more I scream,
The more it hurts..
The more it hurts,
The better I feel...

My voice is gone...
Yet I still scream loud...
Perhaps I will dive...
Off this cliff,
And into my Death...