Your Number 1

I tell everyone I dont care but I do.
You make me feel safe when I lay my head down at night.
You tell me I am special, and that you never want to lose me.
But then you go away with your girlfriend, and forget about me.
When you text me I look at your name in delight, but I know when you see mine I'm just another girl you have subdued into your life.
But what you dont understand is one day I may not be there to pick up after she leaves you.
On the bus I listen to the girl across from me talk about you as I hold back my tears.
She asks whats wrong alergies I say she smiles looks away and contiunes on a rant.
That day when we walked down the street together were you joking when you said you loved Me, or was it real cause it seems like it wasn't.
At night when I go to sleep your eyes look back at me in my dreams.
At school when you talk to me, I feel discluded from the rest of the world my friends ask Come sit by me come sit by me.
I stay and listen to you talk about your dreams, your fears.
I Tell you mine you listen you smile when I mess up on my words do you know what you do To Me tear me apart shatter my heart at leats 2 times a day.
I dont want to be your number 2 I want to be your number 1.

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