One Side Ready To Leave; The Other Side Wishing to Stay (I Hate You Just As Much As I Hate Myself)
A soft lie,
Told between sheets.
You thought wrong.
I wish you knew.
A night barely remembered,
Time has blurred the line;
Between reality and a nightmare.
You walk around and can only see monsters.
Dazed and only half-awake,
You fall.
I left—that wasn’t a dream.
I won’t be there to catch you.
Sometimes I hope you’ll come back,
But I know I’d have to say no.
I'm dining with someone else tonight;
A bottle of pills and cheap drinks,
Let's hope I can disappear right.
I hope you know.
ONE LAST CHANCE
TO REVERSE THIS CURSE
ONE MORE TIME
TO NOT WANT TO DIE
ONE LAST CHANCE
TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE
Told between sheets.
You thought wrong.
I wish you knew.
A night barely remembered,
Time has blurred the line;
Between reality and a nightmare.
You walk around and can only see monsters.
Dazed and only half-awake,
You fall.
I left—that wasn’t a dream.
I won’t be there to catch you.
Sometimes I hope you’ll come back,
But I know I’d have to say no.
I'm dining with someone else tonight;
A bottle of pills and cheap drinks,
Let's hope I can disappear right.
I hope you know.
ONE LAST CHANCE
TO REVERSE THIS CURSE
ONE MORE TIME
TO NOT WANT TO DIE
ONE LAST CHANCE
TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE