Falling Deeper. . .
You can see the fear
In his eyes
alone in a crowded room
You can watch his black heart
bleed teardrops
from the pain of lost hope
You can hold his head above the water
But sometimes he wants to sink
And fall deeper into the lies
The pain
Loosing hope
He slowly falls deeper into the abyss
But then his dread is lifted
She pulls him up… I
As though you don't want me to leave,
Not yet
Before gently letting me go again
And watching as our soul suffocates
Each slowly dying when separated
I feel a tear slip down my cheek
A small reminder that I'm weak
I try to keep my face straight
I knew I shouldn't have taken the bait
But here I am, same as before
Staring at the broken door
Which holds the last crumbles of my love for you
And I know your love is in pieces too.
My tears say,
What I cannot
They shout the words
That won't leave my lips
They show the pain
I always hide
No one will ever know
Because who would ever stay to help me when I cry?
It separates you from me
And me from you
It kills us slowly
So much fighting
Tears us farther
And staying strong
Is only making me weak
There is no path
Or road we take
There lies wrath
A feeling of need and hate
He tried to contain it
Trying to keep it sealed
But with his weak spirit
It may be revealed
He has lived lonesome
For my sake and others
What we’ll never become
Without the fights, the sadness,
Without the soul..
I’ve stray my light
Losing my way
I’ve lost my sight
My ability to look away
I can’t return
I am forever lost
It’s my turn
To pay the cost
I lost my emotions
I’ve lost my feelings
My mind is like many oceans
That continues to flow unwilling
Unwillingly walking
With a feeling that’s cold
What is the point of understanding
My lost soul
I am in a room
Suffocated by a crowd
My heart's gloom
The voices are now too loud.
Senses overload
Faces begin to blur
I can barely keep hold
Of my stately demur.
I paste on a smile
That fools everyone
Yet all the while
I've been too far gone.
On the brink of despair
But no one can tell
I can't help but care
Rain drops roll down my face
Mixing,
Mingling,
With my tears
Disguising my sorrow
Making me a mask
Strong as steel
Tense with pain
I have been betrayed and misunderstood
As I was taken from all that was good
There was nothing left I
Was far to bound
By my own fate
They scream my name
I've tried to fight
I have tried to stand strong
But anywhere that I have turned it always seemed wrong
You don’t understand that what I tried to do
It was farther beyond me and farther from you
The more I pushed the more I swayed
The more my heart would be betrayed
Your hand is there
I see it now
But I cannot grab it for I don’t know how
I am falling in an endless pit
There is nothing you can do, this is it
All you can do is wave goodbye
As I fall and you watch me die
Breathing in deep
Taking it in
This is my fate for how I have been
The ground coming close and fast
I'm reminded of my life as well the dark past
They did not see for they chose not to
But now that they made their choice my life will be forgotten
I hit the ground from jumping off
As my mouth lets out a bloody cough
My life ends here for it wasn’t meant to be
my heart will stop beating in 1, 2, 3
One last breath is all I have left
As I start to accept this painful death
Falling deeper into an eternal sleep
Everyone will start crying and everyone will start to weep
I'm done with this world
It has took what’s left of me
I say goodbye to let out one last tear
It’s the tear that sealed my fate and the one I hold so dear…
In his eyes
alone in a crowded room
You can watch his black heart
bleed teardrops
from the pain of lost hope
You can hold his head above the water
But sometimes he wants to sink
And fall deeper into the lies
The pain
Loosing hope
He slowly falls deeper into the abyss
But then his dread is lifted
She pulls him up… I
As though you don't want me to leave,
Not yet
Before gently letting me go again
And watching as our soul suffocates
Each slowly dying when separated
I feel a tear slip down my cheek
A small reminder that I'm weak
I try to keep my face straight
I knew I shouldn't have taken the bait
But here I am, same as before
Staring at the broken door
Which holds the last crumbles of my love for you
And I know your love is in pieces too.
My tears say,
What I cannot
They shout the words
That won't leave my lips
They show the pain
I always hide
No one will ever know
Because who would ever stay to help me when I cry?
It separates you from me
And me from you
It kills us slowly
So much fighting
Tears us farther
And staying strong
Is only making me weak
There is no path
Or road we take
There lies wrath
A feeling of need and hate
He tried to contain it
Trying to keep it sealed
But with his weak spirit
It may be revealed
He has lived lonesome
For my sake and others
What we’ll never become
Without the fights, the sadness,
Without the soul..
I’ve stray my light
Losing my way
I’ve lost my sight
My ability to look away
I can’t return
I am forever lost
It’s my turn
To pay the cost
I lost my emotions
I’ve lost my feelings
My mind is like many oceans
That continues to flow unwilling
Unwillingly walking
With a feeling that’s cold
What is the point of understanding
My lost soul
I am in a room
Suffocated by a crowd
My heart's gloom
The voices are now too loud.
Senses overload
Faces begin to blur
I can barely keep hold
Of my stately demur.
I paste on a smile
That fools everyone
Yet all the while
I've been too far gone.
On the brink of despair
But no one can tell
I can't help but care
Rain drops roll down my face
Mixing,
Mingling,
With my tears
Disguising my sorrow
Making me a mask
Strong as steel
Tense with pain
I have been betrayed and misunderstood
As I was taken from all that was good
There was nothing left I
Was far to bound
By my own fate
They scream my name
I've tried to fight
I have tried to stand strong
But anywhere that I have turned it always seemed wrong
You don’t understand that what I tried to do
It was farther beyond me and farther from you
The more I pushed the more I swayed
The more my heart would be betrayed
Your hand is there
I see it now
But I cannot grab it for I don’t know how
I am falling in an endless pit
There is nothing you can do, this is it
All you can do is wave goodbye
As I fall and you watch me die
Breathing in deep
Taking it in
This is my fate for how I have been
The ground coming close and fast
I'm reminded of my life as well the dark past
They did not see for they chose not to
But now that they made their choice my life will be forgotten
I hit the ground from jumping off
As my mouth lets out a bloody cough
My life ends here for it wasn’t meant to be
my heart will stop beating in 1, 2, 3
One last breath is all I have left
As I start to accept this painful death
Falling deeper into an eternal sleep
Everyone will start crying and everyone will start to weep
I'm done with this world
It has took what’s left of me
I say goodbye to let out one last tear
It’s the tear that sealed my fate and the one I hold so dear…