With the Power I have Left

This is my addiction
This is my part
It’s my prediction
Of a broken heart

From worlds apart
Waiting for the promise land
The feeling of sharp
Pain without the sands

Of time, in command
Of my life
No more stands
From this knife

Yet the fight
Still feels in vain
And the sight
Of you put me to shame

Yet threw the power
The fortune and fame
The coward
This feeling of pain

I will survive
I will strive to be new
And in this time
You will see who

I really am

You will know my name
Never able to forget it
It will be your shame
Cause you’re the one who left it

You’re the reason for my fit
For the burning sensation in my gut
You’re the reason for this shit
You’re the reason that I cut

The reason that I shut
Everyone out
The reason that I cut
The reason that I shout

Yet threw all the blood
The shame and defeat
Drag me threw the mud
You watch me retreat

But this is the last straw
This is the power of one
I will scratch I will claw
Till the point of my gun

Is at your head Hun
Till we are condemned
Till there’s no more sun
Till you know who I really am

And threw the power
The fortune and fame
The coward
This feeling of pain

Threw all the blood
The shame and defeat
Drag me threw the mud
You watch me retreat

I will survive
I will strive to be new
And in this time
You will see who

I really am