Let me go, so i can

Its the feeling that i want most,
Dead.
Almost am, once i am i always would be. 
Its the thing that makes me most happy and sad.
Death.
Once i am it marks itself in forever.
Sorry sky,
I know we've been with eachother for what seems like forever.
Sorry star,
I know you tried your best to be my shining light.
Sorry moon,
I know you tried you hardest to make me smile.
Im sorry, but id be doing something for myself. 
Not for anyone else.
Like i have been for the past 2 years
Let me go.