You're Not Sorry

I wish I could believe you
When you tell me that you're sorry
But it's hard to believe that you care
After all you've done to me

You,
You decieved me
You,
You lied to me
I was played
I was used
You toyed with my heart,
And now my heart has been abused
You tell me that you're sorry,
Sorry for everything
But I don't wanna hear that you're sorry,
'Cause you're not sorry for lying
No,
You're not sorry
You never wanted me
No,
You never wanted to be
More than friends
All you wanted from me
Was a little fun in your bed
All I ever wanted to be
Was in your arms
Wanted you to hold me

I'm all alone,
Now
And it's so cold out
Turn the heater up
But I can't feel it
Far too numb
The sugar in my coffee don't matter anymore
Tastes like nothing,
I just need the caffeine

Ride home alone
Go to bed without a word
But the silence can still be heard
Because I can still hear you saying my name

You,
You decieved me
You,
You lied to me
I was played
I was used
You toyed with my heart,
And now my heart has been abused
You tell me that you're sorry,
Sorry for everything
But I don't wanna hear that you're sorry,
'Cause you're not sorry for lying
No,
You're not sorry
You never wanted me
No,
You never wanted to be
More than friends
All you wanted from me
Was a little fun in your bed
All I ever wanted to be
Was in your arms
Wanted you to hold me

In my mind,
We were always perfect
We always fit together
But I know now
That we'll never be together

You would text me all night long
Said you wanted me and I believed you
Never thought I could be wrong
How the hell was I supposed to know
That every word you ever said to me
Was a lie?
How could I have known that you were lying to me
When you said you wanted to lie next to me?

You,
You decieved me
You,
You lied to me
I was played
I was used
You toyed with my heart,
And now my heart has been abused
You tell me that you're sorry,
Sorry for everything
But I don't wanna hear that you're sorry,
'Cause you're not sorry for lying
No,
You're not sorry
You never wanted me
No,
You never wanted to be
More than friends
All you wanted from me
Was a little fun in your bed
All I ever wanted to be
Was in your arms
Wanted you to hold me

Walk down
The hallway now
See you smiling,
Walking with some girl
I've never seen before
Pretend that I don't see you
But when you pass me by,
I stop and turn around
And watch you walk away
And I run away
'Cause you ain't coming back
To the girl you never had
To the girl you almost had

I was never enough for you
I don't know how to be enough for you
You never wanted me too

You,
You decieved me
You,
You lied to me
I was played
I was used
You toyed with my heart,
And now my heart has been abused
You tell me that you're sorry,
Sorry for everything
But I don't wanna hear that you're sorry,
'Cause you're not sorry for lying
No,
You're not sorry
You never wanted me
No,
You never wanted to be
More than friends
All you wanted from me
Was a little fun in your bed
All I ever wanted to be
Was in your arms
Wanted you to hold me

All I wanted to be
Was loved
Loved by the boy who won't ever love me back
Now the comfort of your words is everything I lack
We were supposed to have it all
You were supposed to catch me when I fall

Every tear that I shed,
Each one fills me with dread
That you will hate me someday soon
And I know,
Yeah I know
That I'm stuck being alone
But I'd rather be alone
Than be with someone other than you

You,
You decieved me
You,
You lied to me
I was played
I was used
You toyed with my heart,
And now my heart has been abused
You tell me that you're sorry,
Sorry for everything
But I don't wanna hear that you're sorry,
'Cause you're not sorry for lying
No,
You're not sorry
You never wanted me
No,
You never wanted to be
More than friends
All you wanted from me
Was a little fun in your bed
All I ever wanted to be
Was in your arms
Wanted you to hold me

Raging teenage hormones,
You said
My friends wanted you to be with me,
You said
That was your excuse
Your excuse for lying to me
About everything
You apologize
For breaking my heart
So many times
But you're not sorry,
No you're not sorry
You don't care
I know you don't care
♠ ♠ ♠
edit: he never wanted me at all. not even 4 "a little fun in his bed".