Everyone's Watching

People are watching to see if I'll fall,
But I'm far to tired to risk it all,
I just now only want to know why,
How could I have gotten so low after climbing so high,
Sitting here stuck in my dismal past,
And I already know everything's not going to last,
Moving forward only one thing holding me back; my prison door,
And the light from the shadows keeps me wanting more,
But more is always more than I can have.