Nuisance

I wish there were a pill I could take
To stop my heart as it starts to break
I wish I could pop
Something to make this stop
Something to make this pain go away
I sometimes wish for the end of my life
Sometimes is forever
I can’t do it, no matter how hard I try
I’m just too scared
Even though I have tried
This hatred inside
It sometimes overcomes me
I hate myself
Nobody could love me
I’m so stupid
I’m so worthless
This life, I don’t deserve it
These friendships I have
The family I was given
Are too good for me
To them, I must be a nuisance