Smile While You Cry

You're crawling and it's dark
and the music of harpsichords
it's in your veins and in your blood.
You're running through the doors
shouting,
breaking glass.

And
you
see the clouds part where the sun shines on your shoes
So you smile while you cry,
'cause she won't look you in the eyes.
And, the bed is old and every sound she makes
falls through the floor.
She, this corporate fucking whore,
she screams
your fucking name.

So
you
smile, because you forgot how
you got yourself into this mess
and you don't know how to get out.
You smile while you cry because it makes you
feel
something.