I rather be...

I rather be crazy.
Bipolar.
Depressed.
Than living a happy lie.
I rather be ugly.
Fat.
Scarred.
Than live dressed to impress the world.
I rather be tortured.
Abused.
Beaten.
Than live the way everyone else wants.
I rather be lifeless.
Inhuman.
Dead.
Than living as a shadow.
I rather be me
a girl who has no idea about the wolrd
but loves every minute of it
Than be someone else's idea of me.
I rather be Tati before I'm anyone else.
♠ ♠ ♠
Tati is my name.