Unrequited Love

This last month has been a blur
Of events and conversations that did occur
Of feelings and emotions that did stir
Between me and you, monsieur

I cannot believe you have this affect
To make every little thing so perfect
I never knew to expect
That my love you would resurrect

I wonder how life would be
If our feelings did agree
If you gave me that guarantee
That I loved you and you loved me

It is hard to always wear a smile
And to not be the one hostile
To not be able to attract or beguile
The guy who is so worthwhile

To always be so close to you
And be unable to pursue
Is the hardest thing I’ve had to do
I wish you felt the same way to

I need some comfort from someone
I pray it could be you, hun
But I know the chance is slim to none
Even before anything has begun

Don’t worry, I’ll be fine
Even though you’ll never be mine
My feelings for you I’ll try to confine
Who knew one could live without a spine

I look into your amazing eyes
In my stomach butterflies arise
Gems of green and gold put shame to the skies
You could, very well be my demise

I cannot stand this anymore
I cannot stand not being yours
My feelings for you I can’t ignore
Give me a chance so we can explore

I only cry when I’m alone
I don’t want my sadness to be known
I need to be strong, to hold my own
To not complain and bitch and moan

Everyday your around
So hard to not make a sound
But I manage to keep my feet on the ground
Without even so much as a frown

Some days I think you like me as well
Your flirtatious ways, I seem to dwell
Head over heels, I fell
Then without a hug, you say farewell

I don’t know how to handle this
When I’m alone, you’re the one I miss
Together we would be pure bliss
Just to share at least one kiss