Chemical Swirls

It feels like hell has erupted in my brain
Chemicals are swirling and there is only pain
And I can't place why it's so hard to cry
But maybe it's because I don't look up to the sky

I feel like there's a noose tightening with every word
I try to kick the chair, but you just hold it there
Don't let me feel this way, stop holding me back
Because it's getting so hard to believe it gets better