To gone

I've waited to long. So long. No i can't do it anymore.
It was my fault. No i wont lie. I've seen this all before.
My blue eyes will never forget the scares. Blood. Blades. Lies. Fakes.
My eyes will never sleep peacefully. Ever agian.
I nee to scream. Wnt to scream. Have to scream.
I'm to shaky to keep my pen on this paper. I really fucked it up this time.
They'll never forgive me. I'm never going home.
They look at me with blank faces. I've never felt so lost before.
I hate this part. I'm sorry. I cant move on.
Baby i'm gone. To gone to be to strong.