You

You say you don't care
You run from your shame
You think you're so perfect
You want to be worth it
You never look back
You don't seem to react
You buy all that crap
You think it'll make you go back
You dream of a sun
You think nothing could go wrong
You look at the sky
You just wanted to cry
You just wanted to die
You have a controlled life
You are living a lie
You hide it all away
You show it anyway
You start taking the time
You stop blocking your mind
You let go of the pain
You want to hold a chain
You think you can act
You make it look smacked
You want to turn back
You have to pay back
You try to forget
You take what you get
You want a second chance
You want to advance