Mind Image

An open vein is the only way
to ease my pain and start the next day
to be suffice and live a life
where I seem to be drowning in a pool of blood.

It's never the same and I'm never sane
my facade is foggy when it comes to play
you see a happy go lucky girl
hiding the pain from unwanted eyes.

Daily thoughts are plaguing my brain
I'm pretty sure I'm going insane
beaten down and broken, my heart shattered and spoken
darkness consuming my ever lasting pain.

All thoughts and actions going unheard
who knew committing myself was so absurd
I wonder if they think this is just a phase or game
but no one will ever see the truth behind black covered lies.

Brought here to be beaten down and kicked around
to just give up and watch the silver tears
flow like a river to beautiful to capture
a glimmer of guilt swimming in their eyes.

Oh how I despise the way you are
never controlling yourself, no respect
you fail to claim the life you live
when it's not all that bad, you useless fag.