Scared...

I don’t know what to do...I feel the pain of losing you.
I try not to cry...holding everything inside.
You say you're happy with me...yet your eyes hold no mercy.
I can understand why me?
Indecisiveness is your nature...telling me you love me.
Yet, you love her...or at least miss her.
I'm told to do what makes me happy...
You're told the same.
So many people want us to fail...want us to fall.
I can't see myself with anyone but you...
If I have to let you go...then I'll let you go.
If I cant make you happy...then I am truly sorry.
I’m scared I’m going to lose you...
Maybe not to her...but to someone...to something...
I try to be the best I can,
Show you just how much I care...
Cant you see that I’m scared?
The fear, the pain...in my eyes?
I'm scared I’m going to lose you...
Please...don’t let me lose you...
♠ ♠ ♠
my feelings on something that is currently going on in my life. i've ran out of ways of expressing myself, so i gave this a try...sorry if its not that great.