I just wish

I sit beside you on the bus, day and night
I smile, I laugh and I joke around
You bring out the best in me
Make me my happiest

It's a wonder
In September you hated me
Now you're my best friend
And I'm yours

You know my secrets
Even the ones I can't tell my other friends
I know yours
We're always there

You always give me advice
Make me happy on the days that I'm my worst
All you have to do is say Hello
All you have to do is look at me with those big brown eyes

You give me butterflies
I can't help that
You're making me fall in love with you
I don't want to help that

But you have a girlfriend
She's really nice
You two are cute together
I can't help but feel jealous

You once told me
If you had met me first,
I would be yours
Your girlfriend

When I heard this
I could not believe it
I could only wish
That I had been there first

But it's too late
And I hate that
I want you to feel like
I feel about you to me

That won't ever happen though
You're happy
And I'm glad about that
I just wish that I was the one making you happy