Vent

why do i have to feel like this.
why do i want someone else when i have you?
I Want him soo bad.
Yet i can't have him Cuz i Got you.
I think We should take a break,
So i can have my fun.
i can't do this with you
but i cant do this without you.
I say you're my world and this is true.
I mean it when i say i wanna marry you.
But i'm still young and i wanna have my fun.
I wanna date and negotiate who, what and where.
I want my car so i can say I'll meet you there.
Then tell me why i feel this way.
Why do i feel like its ok?
When you havent done anything wrong.
you'll just sing to wrong words to a song.
I really mean it when i say.
I will marry you Someday,
But just know he may come into mind.
just like he does from time to time.
but never forget My love for you runs deep.
Just like you do it in the sheets.
I think of you and all of our adventures.
Someday i hope yur not in dentures.
I love you and i always will.
But sometimes a girl just needs to have one last thrill.