desired

Head hangs low as her boyfriend looks down upon her

''What do you need me to say?''he askes gently

Her eyes waters....."Just say you love me and i will ransom my heart to you''she bellows

''I love you''he leans down to kiss her

*she regrettingly kisses back forcing herself to believe he did*'I take all that love gives the good and bad the smiles,wounds.

Battle scars from the ones before that didnt care

Show me

Tell me

Let me kno you do

So my mind wont b so confused

By the voices in my head thats telling me that this is all just a joke

Though u chose me i was the only one there

So in the end was it real or did u feel forced to fall in love with me?

The word that plays with my heart strings and knots my stomach,engulfs my brain

Is it true?

When u kiss me what do u feel?

Do u feel it when the whole world stops just for that split second?all eyes on us

Or when u hold me the warmth of knowing that u are there protecting me from evil dreams that evades my slumber?

The heart beat that i heard before my eyes shut..the steady beat that begans to rush up against ur chest is it becuz of me.?

The glint in your eyes when you touch me...the depths of ur brown darkens and looks on so lovingly is it for me

When the words past ur lips....do you mean it?

hold me like you will never leave me like im ur one and only

make me feel wanted make me feel the love that u have

show my heart that its ok to love u back...let me kno its not a myth

beat down every doubt that forms in my head and strains the life out of my heart make me wanted

show me that there is a reason to breathe and ur it......

if not make me think it

make me ur doll

one that cant think

disobey

put me on the shelf

let me rest

a break

nothing more and nothing less

slit my wrists take my life soul out of my limp body

change me into something that u want

do u love me now

plz love me

plz

take my air.....

you own me

everything that i am

i change to fit 2 ur liking

''Shh this wont hurt there will be no pain''he puts his finger to her lips silencing her

She obeys as he lays her on the table.....transforming 2 wat he wants

''AHHHHH success""he announces

nothing left of her but a like marinionett doll....black curls....dress and a hat.....strings attached....

""Heres ur new home''places her gently on the shelf with the others

he leaves the room with another

slow doll eyes follows his figure until he vanishes out of the room with another girl....''I love u'' he exclaimed

''i love u to''the stranger answers back

she glances at the shelf

''I told u he could never love you''she replied coldly ,venom in dripping from her words

Tears release heart cold stolid...eyes darken.....doesnt matter...i kno the truth....i wanna be taken.....idenity no longer mines......<3<3<3<3<3MISCHA<3<3<3<3