TEAR

I tear myself up, crying tears
Breaking myself down, thinking about past years
Everything I want to be can only be pushed away
Everything I want to be mine has someone to go to everyday
I feel so lonely, worthless and sad
All of this being yourself stuff is driving me mad
They tell you to act like you and no one else
But then they judge you, not caring how you felt
This world is so shallow, as the people are too
It wouldn’t be so shallow if I were there with you
Take away the pain of every other time
I will be yours and you will be mine
Sew up my tears, and redo my patches
I’m wearing away, and so are my latches
You can’t feel this sorrow and depression
It ranges form person, turning into aggression
So give me a hug and just tell me I’m worth something
Of throw me away and treat me as nothing
I’m used to it by now, so I didn’t lower my guard
I just wanted someone to take care of my heart
I wanted someone to wipe away my tears
And for the first time dissolve all of my fears