Your Pathetic Little Boy

Have you ever dreamed,
A dream so big you touched the sky,
A dream so wild you thought you were high?
When I met you I knew my life was deranged,
I felt Inadequate and Stange.
It wasn't just you and it wasn't just me,
I wanted to explore the wonders of feeling so free.
I wanted to feel skin to skin,
To hear you breath,
not the footsteps when you get up from the bed and leave.
I wanted to kiss you goodnight,
I wanted to hold onto your hand with all my might.
I know I sound crazy,
I know you think I'm insane,
But what's wrong with thinking happy instead of the pain.
You may have hurt me in the past,
And caused me to point in the mirror and laugh.
But that's not the girl I choose to be,
I choose to be the girl who doesn't think of you, only me.
I know you moved on and told me to do the same,
But your just playing your pathetic game.
You toy with me,
And say things like "I love you",
But I'm no longer that little girl you called a fool.
So stay out of my life,
Don't give me hell,
For this dream is over and I'm what's real,
You claim you miss me,
And want to come home,
Now that your sad and alone.
Well keep this in mind & I'll say this once,
'Fuck off.'
What?
Did you expect me to go soft?
Ha!
I loved the way your lips quivered and shaked.
Your really pathetic,
You can't come up to me and take you back.
There was always that one thing you lack.
Love,not lust,
Cause you can't come in here thinking your a must.
Your dirty and vile.
You make me sick,
Yeah so it was nice knowing you you little prick.
So stay your distance, and let me live,
At least when I'm with a man he know's what to give.
Not Sex and not money,
So what ever you do, it's up to you honey.
You can watch me as I have fun,
Or you can leave me and be done.
You know it's really sad and weird,
I think you need help and the answer is not beer to be cured.
Get a Life,
So bye Bitch,
Oh and don't forget your knife.

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