Never a Goodbye

This isn't how it's supposed to be,
This shit isn't what a little girl is supposed to see.

A young lady is what they see.
A little girl shaking inside of me.

A young lady I should be,
chaos is all I see.

I try to forget,
It just wont go away!

I try to forget
what I did that day.

I never cried
as I watched the life drain
from your viens.

I still wait for you to walk through that door.
This isn't how it's supposed to be.

I still look for you in a crowd.
This shit isn't what a little girl is supposed to see.

I cry for you, when I'm alone.
A young lady is what they see.

I still want to run to you.
A little girl is shaking inside of me.

I don't make plans, for the irrational fear you'll leave again.
A young lady, I should be.

I wander the streets, saying you're name.
Chaos is all I see.

You're never coming back.
I try to forget what I did that day.

You left without saying goodbye.
I never cried, never uttered a goodbye.