Drawing Blanks

It helps a lot.
Just writing how you feel.

forgotten.
dead.
useless.

Especially when the people you love the most...

suddenly disappear.

You just want to...

leave.
get out.
move.

And think about things as if they were

still.

The voices in your head don't want to go away.

do it.
once more.
just one last time.

Have to stop. Can't stop.

don't stop.

Hold it in. Pull away.

scream.
inside.
don't stop.

Faster. Deeper.
Crimson meets Porcelain.

it hurts.

It hurts.

but not as much as other things could.