Simple Suicide

Pain in my heart and head
Leads to release through my wrists
I watch as the blood trickles down my arm
I can't help but love this feeling
IS IT WRONG?
The blood spills and you watch
As i bleed to death on the floor
I love you all but hate my life
So thanks for the help
And care but i need to go
It's now time to leave while you have your tea
And stare at me like i am the that should know
THIS IS WRONG!
The only thoughts in my head are DIE
So you watch me as i fade away
So far away
Where the world stop and life ends
I want to die
But it just won't come
I can't stop the thoughts and memories
That make me cry
I know suicide shouldn't be the answer
But it just seems so right
WHAT IS WRONG ABOUT THAT?