I'm sorry...

I'm sorry, I tried my best
but in the end, I failed this quest
I failed, I couldn't stop him
the world is so grim
Oh lord, please forgive me
I pleaded and I proceed to cry
I beg you to let his soul soar free
If he does succeed and...die
He was always my everything
but he's fading away now
And my heart to him is marrying
Long ago it said each vow
<<'til death do us part
and many moons hereafter
you can have my heart
Til the end and long after
you are the only one
my heart will long for
until the end of it's run>>
But now you're leaving
hoping to die
and the tears aren't drying
and I sob, I cry, I sigh

Curled up in a ball
I never knew i could hurt so bad
I feel like spinning, I'm beggining to fall
off the rocker, I feel so sad
I love you River
I always have
you are my world
and I hate you for that...