Gone.

Sitting on a bed
Tears welling up in my head
Filled with immediate dread
Of where I was led

I was led down the road of nothing
But I thought it was actually something
I was never looking for that one thing
That people look forever for

Yet, I found it whether I wanted to or not
Compared to this, everything was a dot
This feeling is something I like alot
But it didn't really last

The time of my life ticked away so fast
And now I know that none of it lasts
So I guess I'll let the soul heal in its cast
And just flip off all the good memories of the past

I don't think we'll ever talk again
The only thing we ever ended up being was friends
But I really never wanted it to end
But warfare isn't want the heart wanted to lend

You're dissolving as we speak
Now that feeling for anything is weak
That feeling doesn't exist, never will
So I think I'll just take the toxic pill

Gone.