Longing For the Undesirable
My heart ripped
Torn
Broken
Empty
By my own hand
Her words
Kill me
Kill those around her
The ones she supposed
To love
But she doesn’t know
Her place on that hill
Where the light shines through
Is her
glory
She feeds on me
When the light
Dims
Suffocating me
Killing my desires
But it felt so good
Even as she drained me
Emptied me
I wanted her
I wanted her
But when I found that
She had lied
I began to see
Her true face
Raw and bleeding
I tore myself away
Desperate to run
Desperate to run back
And now I weep
For what I lost
And dream of her
Suffocating me
Ending me
I saved myself
But I can’t help
But wonder
If
I should have stayed
And let her kill me.
Torn
Broken
Empty
By my own hand
Her words
Kill me
Kill those around her
The ones she supposed
To love
But she doesn’t know
Her place on that hill
Where the light shines through
Is her
glory
She feeds on me
When the light
Dims
Suffocating me
Killing my desires
But it felt so good
Even as she drained me
Emptied me
I wanted her
I wanted her
But when I found that
She had lied
I began to see
Her true face
Raw and bleeding
I tore myself away
Desperate to run
Desperate to run back
And now I weep
For what I lost
And dream of her
Suffocating me
Ending me
I saved myself
But I can’t help
But wonder
If
I should have stayed
And let her kill me.