cuts

you want me to shine
you want me to be better
and though i try and try
i will not please you never

so once more you scream at me
and i fall apart, broken inside
in my room i cry
but the pain is to hard to deal

So i take from a drawer
two sharppened razorblades
i slip them trough my wrists
until i feel no pain

im feeling realived
im feeling much better
but what i have just done
shall not repeat never

now i'm trying to promise
this was the last time
but still i know tomorrow
ill do this in my other arm

Dont be so hard on me
i still try to shine
but the love you should give
will never be mine