i hate you

i remeber the day u told me u were walking away. u told me u loved me but that this wasnt ok.
u said i was ur girl ur one and only sunshine the one who always understood you. was my heart a toy did u even mean it when i said all those things when u said we would get married someday and have kids and go off to war together..

i knew it was to good to be true.
god dammit i hate you. and all the lies that u told the smiles u gave to me.
all the flirting and love all this kiss and the hugs i wish u wernt alive. i hope ur happy with all that uve done. that ur fat head thinks it has one when the truth is u havnt and u nver will i wont let u get off that easy not that i will ever let u go or get u off my mind.the way that u walk with ur hands in ur pockets. but of course u dont care im sorry i ever loved you im sorry for being such a bother next time ask a girl out who doesnt tlk. or put up a fite when u yell at her and try to physically and mentally abuse and control her.
ur a sick basterd. but u kno wat ? I LOVED YOU AND SADLEY I STILL DO I prolly wont be able to stop but i hope ur happy and someday find a girl thats gonna make u fall head over heels in love and she'll dump ur ass for a low life thats shallower then you then when u cry at nite and it gets so bad it hurts to breathe u'll kno what it felt like when u dumped me. i hate you i hope ur life is as miserable as it can possibley be and ur life is hell without me to hold you up anymore. dont text me dont call me im delting ur number and erasing ur calls becuz lets face it babe ur nothing without me.so i hope u fall.