I Hope You're Happy

One slice
Two slice
This is my way
Some count sheep
That jump all day
But I count how many times a knife
Can cut its way through someones regretful life
The exciety
The pain
It rushes adrenaline
And makes me insane
I do it just to see how I bleed
I do it now as something I need
To know I'm in control
To know this life is mine for the taking
And I could take it if I wanted
It's something that I've haunted
The knowledge that no one can hurt me but me
Is all I need for now
Even if the last long bow
Will be me gone forever
I hope you're happy now
For what you've done to my life
How you made me think I'm not worth anything
Well screw it
I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it
Cause you can't stop thinking about me
You and your need for control
Well this is the toll it's taken
And it's all your fault
That I'm deep in this hole