*** you. I love you.

You're too weak
You deserve it though
You deserve more than I can serve
You're like a fat cat on drugs
Can't get off them
You're just stuck
Like a pigeon stuck on cement
You'll stand there rotting
Til you're dead
Get eaten out while alive
Live in agony til you die
Suffer the worst that could ever come
Suffer in misery compared to the all mighty heaven up above
When I'm done and you're dead
You won't know if you're in hell or heaven
It won't matter
You'll be glad
I'll get you to hate me
Way more than you could love me
I'll be your personal demon
torment you in every way I can
You'll finally beg for mercy
And then
I'll regret-tingly give it to you
That's how it happens
That's how it always turns out
No other ending
No need to figure it out
I got it all set up in my head
The timing and way is a variable
That depends
On who, when, and how
Will we get over it
Or will it all fall down
So what you ask
I will not give
A moral
I won't throw away
Especially on you
Cause we know I've thrown enough of those away to you
I tried more than I should have
To get it through
To get what I wanted
But you just couldn't let go
Now you sit there cryin'
Well boo-hoo
To bad
It sucks doesn't it
Probably more than I sucked you
Congratulations we're not virgins
To damn bad I wasted it on you
Heh
Cousin told me "Give it to that special someone
Don't through it away like I did"
Well I thought I wasn't
But damn I'm stupid
Cause look what happened
An asshole took it
And you didn't even love me
Like I did you
Now understand this
It's just a fraction
Hell not even
I could do much worse
But I won't
So
Next time you ask for something that you blindly think you know
DON'T
Cause it will bite you in the ass
Trust me
I know
Now I'ma leave you to crying
And sobbing and shit
I'll let you waste your time
Like you let me waste mine
And when you're ready to talk
About what ever you want
You know how to reach me
When ever you want
I'll be here for you
And we'll make it through
And I very much do
Promise you
That it won't be just memories and secrets
It'll be much more
To me
And hopefully to you
Love you