hating and Loving You

Hating you isnt the best option, If you Is all I want, Loving you isnt best either, If this is all Ive got, I dont have much to offer, and she is on your one track mind, how can I compete, how could I be so blind...
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this sounds so awful, I might change it some later, but for now, here you go..>-<