He Is My Savor

Sitting here in the middle of my floor while i see the candles burning all around me i watch as all the tears run down my face as i dragged the knife across my wrist i feel that pain is the only escape for me the blood is now dripping all over my hands n floor i feel like i dont now what i just done but it felt right n good the sllience is the only thing i hear i feel like as if i broke everyone's heart i feel like i should just end this and sleep for all entirety n shut my beautiful dark brown eyes this chapter will be laid to rest i want him to stay forever as i turned the pages in my diary i watch as an image of the book burning now i dont have to worry about the knife i use as your pen for work, or the blood i used to wash my hands. so now just burn in the fire deep in the pit of self-righteousness. But as i sit there and think if should leave for all entirety i dont know if i should all the flashbacks come back to me like a old movie you seen a hundred times these images haunt me like walking to a graveyard n watching your back thinking sum one is right behind you the writings on the wall look as if sum one is watching me and knows all my pain and suffering i went trough and night i saw the shadows dark and twisted that always sent a chill trough my skin for as long as i can remember but until i met him he stopped me from doing it he has saved me its like he came down from heaven n chose me to fall in love with i feel in his heart when i see him or a picture of him he stops me from ending my life i knew from then on he is My Guardian Angel.