When I say goodbye

Yes, I know I love you
but what else can I do?
I'm caught in an everlasting dispair
& I keep runnin' but I never get anywhere
Im trapped in here
suffocating in you're fears
Sing me a song
or write me a sonnet
but dont call my name
& expect me to come runnin'
This time when I get frustrated
I swear I wont forget what i'm saying
I really mean it
Though you dont take me serious
So be ready for goodbye
I wont be kidding this time </3