The Reason I Cry...

I see you walking down the street,
And my heart flutters just a bit.
You don’t even miss a beat,
Can’t you see we’re a perfect fit?

You always look straight through me,
No matter what I do.
Making me feel so dirty,
I’m nothing but worthless to you.

You’re the reason that I cry,
All alone at night.
I wish I could just die,
And give up this unfair fight.

Yes, you’re the reason,
I’m holding this silver blade.
My actions begin to hasten,
Playing out the end I’ve made.

I hope that you realize,
It’s really you who killed me.
Your beautiful gray eyes,
The last things I’ll ever see.

Long after I’m gone,
I hope you remember.
Your innocent little pawn,
You treated with vulgar.

Now do you understand,
Why I used this knife?
To leave this cruel wasteland,
That I call my life.