I am Sorry

I never thought it could be like this.
I didn't know you could break my heart.
I thought we were forever.
I thought i was your eveything.
I never pictured you to be the one to make me cry.
I thought you were going to be the one that kisses all my nightmares away.
I didnt think anything could come between us.
Now my wrists become bloody.
My eyes are now watery and bloodshot.
I am sorry we fucked up what we couldve had.
I dont think you realize how much you mean to me.
You have no clue.
It seems like you never really wanted me.
It seems like you just pretend to like me to start shit.
Just to cause more drama in your life.
If it was all a lie, Why?
Why did you have to choose me to fuck with.
Why me?
I guess not everything is meant to last, even when you cant picture it ending.