I Thought You Loved Me

I thought that you loved me,
But no, you turn around and date some one else,
And to think I was just about to give you a key,
Now I’m glad I kept it hooked to my belt.

Why did you lie to me?
Why did you call me each night to help me?
When you knew you were eventually going to turn around when you see,
A prettier girl then me.

I don’t understand,
What did I do to you,
Other then love you more then any other girl on this land,
Tell me… what did I do?

I sit here,
Tears drenching the paper,
I can’t even look in the mirror,
Without thinking it’s a torturous labor.

I know why you left,
You think I’m ugly,
I tried everything to be up kept,
But I couldn’t hide the person who is me.

I’m sorry if I wasn’t the one you wanted,
And now you tell me it’s only to make her happy,
What about me, whose heart have you really taunted?
A girl you don’t even know or a girl who you always kept laughing?

You turned my life around,
But now you let her beat me up,
And you don’t even make a sound,
And now my eyes have finally erupt,
With tears streaming down my face.

I walk down the hall,
With my head down ignoring the stares,
At the girl who was once the Cinderella of the ball,
And now she doesn’t even add makeup to the many of her flairs.

Every time I hear your name,
I want to scream,
Scream all the things you did to me and now you are going to lie to her the same.
And the words hurt more then a laser beam.

I can’t fake this,
I know that you used me,
But all I do is make a smile instead of a fist.
And let her get lied to the same you did to me.

I’m not getting wrapped up in your life,
That I thought you had,
That I now know is just a life made of lies.
Oops, sorry my bad.