The Last Tear

You were supposed to be there
To pick me up
Off of the ground
Whenever I fell down
You were supposed to be there
To kiss the tears away
When I cried
You were supposed to be there
Talking me through my problems,
Helping me deal with the pain
You were supposed to be there
Like you used to
You never were,
You never were

But you taught me things
That I never knew
You reminded me of
Things I already knew
Racing in the back of my mind,
Way way deep inside
You taught me
Never to cry,
Never to let the tears fall from my eyes
You taught me
To never let my feelings show
You taught me
To smile when I'm dying inside

Thank you for reminding me
Of all the things I was supposed to remember,
Of all the things I forgot when you lied
Thank you for reminding me
That all men are the same,
They don't care about girls' feelings,
Only their sadistic little games

You made the first move
It wasn't me,
No it wasn't me
You led me on,
Said you wanted to be with me

But you taught me things
That I never knew
You reminded me of
Things I already knew
Racing in the back of my mind,
Way way deep inside
You taught me
Never to cry,
Never to let the tears fall from my eyes
You taught me
To never let my feelings show
You taught me
To smile when I'm dying inside

Don't you dare
Say that you're sorry,
No don't you dare
Try and apologize
I don't wanna listen
To another one of your goddamn lies

I was ready
To give myself to you,
Yeah I was ready
To give you everything,
But you just threw it back in my face
It all blew up
Right in front of my eyes

But you taught me things
That I never knew
You reminded me of
Things I already knew
Racing in the back of my mind,
Way way deep inside
You taught me
Never to cry,
Never to let the tears fall from my eyes
You taught me
To never let my feelings show
You taught me
To smile when I'm dying inside

I,
I let the last tear fall
I,
I cried myself to sleep
For the very last time
I'm not over you,
No
I'm not over you,
But I refuse,
I refuse to cry,
I'm never gonna cry again

I'm sick and tired
Of every single lie
You've ever told to me
Said you'd never hurt me,
Said I didn't have to worry
Oh,
What a lie that was

But you taught me things
That I never knew
You reminded me of
Things I already knew
Racing in the back of my mind,
Way way deep inside
You taught me
Never to cry,
Never to let the tears fall from my eyes
You taught me
To never let my feelings show
You taught me
To smile when I'm dying inside