Is This What You Wanted?

FOD
They scream at me
Can't you see
Those words could kill
They will
They will
I lean on the locker
Skiving off soccer
Nothing left to do
I have no clue

Wait, an idea
It all becomes clear
Why didn't I think of this before?
I rise from the floor
All those years of advice
Will finally treat me nice
I head for the cooking room
My room of doom
I look through the door, noone is there
Noone to care
Should I dare, leave my life
In the hands of the knife
The blade relieves me from my pain
As I watch blood drain
From whence it came, from my veins

5 minutes from now, I'll be dead
5 hours from now, they'll find my head
And my heart gone from this world
My last words curled
And written in black
"I cannot take this back
But I finally listened to you
My life is ripped in two
Is this what you intended to do?"

FOD
They screamed at me
Can't you see
You're finally rid of me
Happy now?