You did this to me

I loved you,
I really did.
And to this day do,
I still do.
Every man I meet,
I compare them all to you.
No one laughs just as you,
When I’m at my worst,
And you say it’s cute.
No one makes me laugh,
Just as hard,
As you used to be able to do.
No one sings for me at night,
Until the moment I close my eyes.
And I miss that.
Almost as much as I miss you.
We wrote lines of poetry,
Whispered sweet nothings,
Laughed and sang like we knew nothing else,
Because at those times,
We didn’t.
And now on this very day,
I’m swearing,
If I can’t love you,
I can never love again.